you can get me down on my knees you silly girl

i'm tired and i'm sick...
i need some sleep but i just cant stick..
to my bed and close my eyes..
while people walk by and i
can see their smiles falling down on me...

i'm slow and i'm fast..
looking for nothing more than a fresh wind blast..
i'm all hungover you and sipping on some morning dew,
the world goes round and round and we
are gonna sail this sea...

oh no i cannot swim
but my soul wont drown in this bad bad world
oh yea you got me in
but you cant get me down on my knees you silly girl.....

i'm wrong but i'm right
i swing to your rhythm which i just cant fight,
i'm tryin to chase that bright blue light..
while your hand takes mine and you..
lead me to hell..

i'm here and i'm there..
but i just think that i'm no where..
i'm just one lost soul drowning in a fish bowl
and you just tell me to hang on while you..
ring the bell......

oh no i cannot swim
but my soul wont drown in this bad bad world
oh yea you got me in
but you cant get me down on my knees you silly girl.....
oh no i cant complain
cos i took my second chance once again..
oh yea you can get me down
you can get me down on my knees you silly girl...

A Strange Thought

I have an electric guitar and I dont really need my acoustic guitar anymore.. but I have the fondest of my memories with the acoustic.. do you think thats a consolation enough for the acoustic?? Especially given its grief that its position in my life has been taken up by something else??

:)

in the back of my mind

i dont know where i'm going now...
i cant see where i'm looking now...
cos i cant think of anything else..
when you turn around and walk on..

but maybe tomorrow i'll see
a new today and i'll flee
from all thats left behind
because its all in the mind

wanna swim in the open sea
wanna take my time for me
wish to breathe and break free

and maybe tomorrow i'll see
a new today and i'll flee
from all thats left behind
because its all in the mind

Magic Rain

you are my rainbow sky,
my sun shining brightest,
caressing me when i fly,
you are my gentle windy gust,

of the symphony of my life,
you are the sweetest refrain,

binding me with the spells most naive,
you are my cloud of magic rain..

and why you cant see,
when i look at you looking at me,
and why you cant feel,
anything while i'm in a world unreal..

Happy Birthday to meeeeee.....

So... I'm an year older... another 365 days full of indescribable stuff.. I woke up hoping, as is the my self made custom, that amazingly hot chicks would be singing me happy birthday, but sadly nothing of that sort happened. No problemo, if not this year, maybe next.. hehehe, hope floats albeit mostly in a gutter...

A really dull day, and some really thakale friends made sure that my birthday looked like a mass funereal procession.. lady love was dressed up impeccably as usual and was the lone bright spot in the otherwise gloomy day.. came back home and hogged on the delicious food prepared by my favourite person in the entire universe.. MUM.. dii was rather dispassionate as usual and dad was subdued... guess only two great ladies were interested in today..

23 is my favourite no. and brings me luck as well... i cant begin to count how often it comes in.. to my bike's registration no. to the length of my love's entire name.. bugger is almost everywhere.. and as i had expected last year, year no 23 of my life was one of the best as well.. barring the receding hairline, its been great, distinction in all my PG subjects, a lovely CherryBurst coloured Les Paul Electric Guitar and some other stuff as well.


23 years.. i cant believe yet that i have existed for that long.. consequences must have been disastrous.. but coming to the point, I havent done anything significant yet.. thats because beating the three day record isnt thought of as significant by others.. anyways.. i made two resolutions for myself...

1. i'll stand up to all my fears and face them and not let them drive me around
2. try and be myself

I'll follow this up with another yearly note to myself next year.... if i live this one out that is.. ;-)..

Someone falls to pieces...
Sleeping all alone...
Someone kills the pain...
Spinning in the silence...
She finally drifts away...
Someone gets excited...
In a chapel yard...
And catches a bouquet...
Another lays a dozen...
White roses on a grave...
And to be yourself is all that you can do.....

Special Message for the special ones: "If you think that you make a big difference in my life, dont be so sure of it until I come and tell you that, and if you still think the same... UP YOURS... >:)"

Special Message for the non special ones: " BEWARE , ZE LAD IS 23... ;-)"

I wish you were here

You say so much in so few words..
Smile and walk me through my worst fear..
And like always when your thought comes..
I..............................I wish you were here...

I close my eyes and I regret...
Why cant I rollback the years...
And like always in that moment...
I..............................I wish you were here...

Every night I feel it'll be alright...
When in front of me you appear...
And like always when you vanish out of sight..
I..............................I wish you were here...

You

And a star broke and flew..
And i caught it on view...
And it told me what to do..
And i said that i love you..
Only you...

But you dont want to know..
That the feelings i show..
Come not from heart but my soul..
And thats how i make my last bow..
To you.....

I thought it wasnt me..
But i think i gotta be...
I oughta tell you how i feel...
For you......